Missing my China Man

Toti headed off to Beijing last Sunday and wont be back until Friday. Here I am again, all restless and terribly missing him. This is actually how this blog started, so I could vent out all my anxious feelings when he's not around and avoid bothering him with my unnecessary texts. And this morning, I read his blog (sneakerpimpturning30). I couldn't help but feel all sad and mushy again seeing his pictures. There's this stupid ache in my chest making me wish I were the one beside him and not any of those other people. I'm weird. I don't deny it.